Monday, April 7, 2008

Deciding the Future

I am 17 yrs old in college. I am currently on my second semester and still under "UNDECIDED." Ahh yes, I am one of those individuals who still has no idea where they are going to end up 10 yrs from now. As if my life hasn't been rushed enough. Most kids my age are either in their junior year or senior year deciding what color their prom dress is going to be, or what should they engrave in their class ring and here I am dealing with the constant pressure of deciding what I want with the rest of my life. I wish I could take a break from it all but that just isn't an option for me. Sometimes I believe that the very same pressure I get from the parentals is the reason why at times I slack off. I still want to be a kid, and in reality I still am, but time is ticking and it's the one thing I can't afford to loose, unless I want to end up like my 23 yr old brother who sleeps until 5 p.m on the weekends and spends the remainder of his day playing Final Fantasy on his playstation. Hopefully I decide soon enough, until then I promise you the next time someone comes up to me and asks " So what are you going to do with the rest of your life?", better be a good 20 feet away from me.

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